Some of you know that I've been on this journey of discovering self-love. My life has been changing dramatically but I've hit some bumps in the road lately. It's been so easy to get discouraged and it seems when I look for someones shoulder to cry on, no one is there. I guess all I wanted was encouragement and someone to tell me it's going to be ok. Someone to say I'm doing a good job and to keep going. Someone to tell me anything. I kept looking and searching for anyone that would hear me. Of course Kandi Loo (my cat) is always ready to jump on my lap and listen to me for hours but I wanted more. I don't know why I was searching for all of these things from someone else. Everything I needed to hear and all the encouragement I need really is within me.
The reason I share my experiences with all of you because I know what it feels like to think that no one in the world understands what you're going through. I think maybe someone, somewhere might be encouraged after reading my story and that's the reason why I want to inspire people. I want encourage all of you to pat someone on the back, give a compliment, be a shoulder for someone to cry on, and take a few minutes to listen to someone. I know when I practice all of these actions it enriches my life. I wrote myself a love letter of encouragement below. I got this idea from a book I read and WOW it felt so good reading it back to myself. It really does encourage me! Too many times we look for comfort or encouragement from other people to make us feel better when all we gotta do is look in the mirror. If you really want to empower yourself then look within you. When you truly love yourself you shine like a bright light which attracts others to open themselves up and want to do the same.
Dear Diana,
First off, I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate and love you. Even though things have been a little rough on you lately, you still have not given up on me. Back in the day you would of given up at any sign of failure. The important thing to remember is when you're taking steps to improve yourself, it's natural to run into set-backs and failures. But don't get stuck in the doom and gloom of a minor step back, because sometimes that's what it takes to move forward. Yes, people will disappoint you and some people will walk out of your life but just always know that I'm always here for you and will stick by your side. You are very brave and strong to make that commitment to improve your life for the better. So wipe up those tears girl and keep reaching for the top because It can only get better from here. You have come a long way and too far to quit. Keep pushing!
Love you always,
Diana
